England ~

Going to England
Tomorow!!
:D
See you soon sis
Mouahahahha

Mother Unit~

Ive just found out that my mother reads my blog.
She is an anonymous folower >_>
Sis beware, she follows you too! !
This is a conspiracy
>_>
<_<

Nightmare....

I had that nightmare again last night . . . The first one I wrote in my blog. Except it was a bit different
This time I could see the face of the girl,
and of course it was H . . .
This time the door wouldnt open and I was forced to wach them. . .
This time H saw me.
She came up to me
and started saying stuff
" Hes mine. He always has been"
no... hes my Darling....
" Don't call him that. Thats what Ive called him since I met him, and i know him years more than you do"
" Are you blind? Didnt you see what just happened? He wants me. Not you"
Shut up...
"He dosnt want you"
" Im better than you"
" Its so funny that youd ever hope hed choose you over me"
"I mean look at you"

She said so many things. . .

Then she opened the door. And pushed me out.
And all the time he just stared at us
Not saying or doing anything

I felt my blood freeze and when I woke up I was crying so hard. . .

. . .

Past Playlist!

Right now I am listening to some music i used to listen to but wich i havnt heard for ages, and I had forgotten how much I liked this music. ^^

NOW Im listening to The Veronicas, wich are two twin girls and they are awesome by the way , and really pretty
I love their voice ^^

Listen to it, its very cool

Untouched~

I feel so untouched
and I want you so much
that I just cant resist you
Its not enought to say that i miss you
I feel so untouched
right now need you so much
somehow I cant forget you
going crazy from the moment I met you !


......


Next on this playlist is HIM
Wow its been forever since I heard this O_O
I remember sitting with my best friend listening to HIM for hours in the summer.
I have some really nice memories listening to these songs ^^

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Killing lonelines~

With the venomous kss you gave me
Im killing lonelines.
With the warmth of your arms
you saved me
Oh Im killing loneliness with you!

-

Wings of a Butterfly~

Come on lets show them
your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly

I hope you enjoyed some of the music I used to listen to
I honestly dont know why i stopped listening to this
^^

It sucks being ill ~

Today Im not well. So I stayed home. Despite having an important exam going on today.
But my head is banging and my throat is swolen and Im dizzy all the time so the exam can go to hell, im going to sleep.
I have work tonight, looking after this kid and helping him with his english homework for an hour. Ill have to text his mam and tell her I wont be able to make it. I feel a bit bad about it, because the mother is really nice, and she gets kinda lonely cos shes stuck in the house all day because she is so inmensely pregnant shes not allowed to get up and she enjoys having some company and the kids taken care off for an hour while her husband is still working. But whatever, i cant help feeling sick, and she does not want her kids to get ill so she cant complain-

I have a problem. Which is im getting very hungry. But not my mam or my sister are here, because mam is working and sara is at school. And i cant walk cos i fall down because of my dizzyness... Hmm
Im going to have to drag myself on the floor or something to get to the kitchen soon.


Oh no.. This man has just arrived here. Hes doing constructionn work on the bathroom. Now I cant drag myself to the kithchen. Damn.

Well Ill think of something. At least i dont have to go down any stairs or anything.

I am so Bored....

I have been listening to so much music i dont know what to listen to anymore,
Ive been writing untill i cant think of anything else to write.
Ive listened to some Soko thanks to Brenda
She very cool and random ^^
Ive chatted to my darling for some minutes during his breaks
But i dont know what to do now

It sucks being ill

I miss you ...