Darling . . .

Lying in a bed that still smells of you... 

Eating my Darling chocolate and trying so hard not to die of the pain im my chest

Ripping

bursting 

screaming 

pain 

.

I cant breathe 

I cant think 

I just hurt 

There are so many tears I cant even wipe them away 

wish you were here to wipe them away for me

To hold me in your arms 

Make the pain go away with your beautifull smile 

 . . .

                                              but you can't . . . 

                                    because you'r not here . . . 

                                                   you'r so far away  . . .

My Darling

I keep trying to think 

Two months

Just two months 

and then I can kiss you again 

then you can hold me 

but two months just feels like forever . . .

. . . 

I live for you my darling 

                                                            I miss you so much . . . .

come back to me