Emptiness...

The emptiness within her soul
It seeps between her fagile ribs
The pain she has become to know
to feel and fear with every breath
grows numb and slowly, slowly fades
and takes with it her thoughs of death
she feels the emptiness embrace
the hollow feeling in her chest
she slowly gathers up her thoughts
from all the tangled thrashing mess
her mind it struggles to be free
but she holds tight the emptiness
that numbs the thoughts that make her scream
that leave her such a screaming mess
that draw away her sanity
She lies alone and stares ahead
the freezing night, it strokes her skin
the only thoughts within her head
of when the pain will strike again

Heartache. . .

Heartache. . .

My eyes look up, behold the sight

The shining flowers of the night,

The shuddered beat of broken heart,

Is all I hear in midnight dark

Shining flowers fade behind,

Tears of mine are yet uncried,

As starry heavens bring to me,

Painful shattered memories,

Behind the tears I see the ghost,

Those eyes in wich myself I lost,

So many times before this night,

My heart instead of dark had light. . .

. . .

Lost . . .

Lost

Memories take form behind

My eyes, closed, clouding up my mind

Whispers shout, from far away

The haunting past has come to play

Images caught in my mind

Memories from which I hide




Darkness presses on my soul

The pain- it overwhelms it all

Fears, haunting, like a vice

Holds my heart, a fist of ice

I scream for it to stop, it hurts,

Tearing, frozen, bites, it burns



Make it go away, so numb

Lost inside from everyone.