Well.. I dont really know what to say. Im just posting for the sake of it because i feel like im such a bad blogger lately.... Im sorry to let down anyone who reads my blog, ive just been really buisy.
How was everyones easter? I hope you all had a really good time!
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Why hello there
Its been forever since I last posted.
I guess alot has happened but not much of importance.
Oh we got a horse suddenly. Wich is cool as my mother has wanted a horse since she was a kid.
My days have basically consisted in University and working out, going to the shops for milk and whatever, and thats about it.
My Darling came ove a few weeks ago though, wich is awesome. It just so coincided with the period of time when I had to do practice classes for my university teaching degree. So in the morning Id go play with the kids wich were amazing by the way, and then Id come home to my darling, wich is even better :D
Im gonna see him again soon too, in just about 10 days. Hes coming over and we are staying at my house looking after the heards of animals while my mother and sister go to england to see my grandparents.
Its gonna be nice.
Apart from all that, I seem to be putting weight on. I dont actually have a scale so I cant really weigh myself, but i look bigger I think....
I have no space to workout properly here.
I hate this.
I really really really really want a treadmill.
I would go running outside, but i dont really like it here. The streets are small and even along the beach there are a lot of strange people walking about... plus all the smoke and exhaust fumes...
I just want a tread mill. And a bit of space where I can do pilates.
And my guy who cooks healthy things for me.
Its hard for me not to eat.
If theres anything i can snak on
I will
And I hate it.
I try to keep the bare minimum in the house...
I just eat everything
I guess alot has happened but not much of importance.
Oh we got a horse suddenly. Wich is cool as my mother has wanted a horse since she was a kid.
My days have basically consisted in University and working out, going to the shops for milk and whatever, and thats about it.
My Darling came ove a few weeks ago though, wich is awesome. It just so coincided with the period of time when I had to do practice classes for my university teaching degree. So in the morning Id go play with the kids wich were amazing by the way, and then Id come home to my darling, wich is even better :D
Im gonna see him again soon too, in just about 10 days. Hes coming over and we are staying at my house looking after the heards of animals while my mother and sister go to england to see my grandparents.
Its gonna be nice.
Apart from all that, I seem to be putting weight on. I dont actually have a scale so I cant really weigh myself, but i look bigger I think....
I have no space to workout properly here.
I hate this.
I really really really really want a treadmill.
I would go running outside, but i dont really like it here. The streets are small and even along the beach there are a lot of strange people walking about... plus all the smoke and exhaust fumes...
I just want a tread mill. And a bit of space where I can do pilates.
And my guy who cooks healthy things for me.
Its hard for me not to eat.
If theres anything i can snak on
I will
And I hate it.
I try to keep the bare minimum in the house...
I just eat everything
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Im back
Hello there
Its been a while since i posted here, because i recently got back from Norway, from seeing my darling.
He is amazing seriously.
Im missing him so much....
Cant wait till we dont have to go through this anymore.... >_<
He asked me to marry him.
<3
Its been a while since i posted here, because i recently got back from Norway, from seeing my darling.
He is amazing seriously.
Im missing him so much....
Cant wait till we dont have to go through this anymore.... >_<
He asked me to marry him.
<3
Sunday, December 18, 2011
To answer questions about the goats by Bex...
Unfortunatly... we now have no goats.
We had two at one point but the first one died last year. Just dropped dead for some reason. Mind you that one was pretty messed up and half crazy. Honestly. Couldnt decide if it was male or female, it was a very confused poor little thing.
I say "little". What I mean is "baby horse sized". Enormous creature.
No one realy liked that one. Which makes you feel bad cos its dead. But i still didnt like it lol,
As for Shadow, our lovel second goat, she died not so long ago.
I wasnt there, but they told me that she didnt come up to be fed one night, and they went to look for it, and as my little sister was leading her up to the house, she had a heartattack and died (the goat not the sister)
She was actually really sweet. Black and shinny and gave milk. Not that I really liked milk, but anyway, she was super cute and very tame. Lovely goat. :(
We had two at one point but the first one died last year. Just dropped dead for some reason. Mind you that one was pretty messed up and half crazy. Honestly. Couldnt decide if it was male or female, it was a very confused poor little thing.
I say "little". What I mean is "baby horse sized". Enormous creature.
No one realy liked that one. Which makes you feel bad cos its dead. But i still didnt like it lol,
As for Shadow, our lovel second goat, she died not so long ago.
I wasnt there, but they told me that she didnt come up to be fed one night, and they went to look for it, and as my little sister was leading her up to the house, she had a heartattack and died (the goat not the sister)
She was actually really sweet. Black and shinny and gave milk. Not that I really liked milk, but anyway, she was super cute and very tame. Lovely goat. :(
Friday, December 16, 2011
Good morning,
It is 7:41am here, Just finished my youghurt, im gonna workout soon, but i just thought id drop by as I havent posted anything in aaages.
Uni is going great, really, its very fun ^^ and im meeting some very nice people, its awesome.
But its getting hectic. We have sooo many progects to hand in... We have two for this Wednesday, wich we havent actually started with.. Were so behind. But we will get them sorted withing the weekend. Then we got a bubch to hand in in january after the holidays.
And then studying for exams. Scary.
On another note. I cant wait till Christmaaaas hahaha, apart from the fact that im going to Norway on the 26th, I have some really nice presents for people.
-For my sister: 1 heart necklace, a muffin purse, some heart earings, a top with a horse on it, a colourfull lollypop, some sweets, and a very cute little notebook (she loves writing) wich has the cover of a spell book.
All this stuff is gona go in a grooming box, as she has the brushes and stuff but no box to put it in. Thats gooming stuff for our donkey. Yes we now have a donkey. Mouahahaha
-For my darlings sister : (feeling a little obliged here to buy pressents for his mam and sis, cos they are buying stuff for my family, but whatever, its nice anyways) for her i got a cool gray top with a picture of a girl and te words "be yourself" on it, I think shell really like it. Im happy with that pressent.
- Now.. for my darling, ive still to get something. Im gonna buy him a PC game he wants. If its not too expensive and I can, I will buy him more than one but we will see. :D
- I wanna get something for my dad too. I think ill get him a bottle of his favourite whiskey haha. That will make him happy
- I havent said what I got for my mother or for my darlings mother as I know the mother unit follows my blog and i dont want her to know what i got her, and i got something similar for the darlings mother unit too.
Havent got anythign for D's father, but hes not big on pressents really either. If i see something i like for him, ill buy it though.
Ive never done this, but im gonna finih off this post with a question
What gifts have you got your people for christmas?
Uni is going great, really, its very fun ^^ and im meeting some very nice people, its awesome.
But its getting hectic. We have sooo many progects to hand in... We have two for this Wednesday, wich we havent actually started with.. Were so behind. But we will get them sorted withing the weekend. Then we got a bubch to hand in in january after the holidays.
And then studying for exams. Scary.
On another note. I cant wait till Christmaaaas hahaha, apart from the fact that im going to Norway on the 26th, I have some really nice presents for people.
-For my sister: 1 heart necklace, a muffin purse, some heart earings, a top with a horse on it, a colourfull lollypop, some sweets, and a very cute little notebook (she loves writing) wich has the cover of a spell book.
All this stuff is gona go in a grooming box, as she has the brushes and stuff but no box to put it in. Thats gooming stuff for our donkey. Yes we now have a donkey. Mouahahaha
-For my darlings sister : (feeling a little obliged here to buy pressents for his mam and sis, cos they are buying stuff for my family, but whatever, its nice anyways) for her i got a cool gray top with a picture of a girl and te words "be yourself" on it, I think shell really like it. Im happy with that pressent.
- Now.. for my darling, ive still to get something. Im gonna buy him a PC game he wants. If its not too expensive and I can, I will buy him more than one but we will see. :D
- I wanna get something for my dad too. I think ill get him a bottle of his favourite whiskey haha. That will make him happy
- I havent said what I got for my mother or for my darlings mother as I know the mother unit follows my blog and i dont want her to know what i got her, and i got something similar for the darlings mother unit too.
Havent got anythign for D's father, but hes not big on pressents really either. If i see something i like for him, ill buy it though.
Ive never done this, but im gonna finih off this post with a question
What gifts have you got your people for christmas?
Friday, November 18, 2011
Right,
so Ive changed my template,
I hope I can receve comments now
Im quite happy with it , I like it like this ^^
So yea, if someone could try to comment on this post it would help me see if its all working, just say something random xD
I hope I can receve comments now
Im quite happy with it , I like it like this ^^
So yea, if someone could try to comment on this post it would help me see if its all working, just say something random xD
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Blog theme and comments.
Its anoying me, having this theme... I mean I love it, but its really anoying me that noone can comment on my posts...
At least thats what im told
So I dont know if people are trying to comment but are failing
or if im being boring and noone is bothering....
It feels lonely here ...
Maybe its time to look for a new theme, because ive tried and failed at the commenting thing..
At least thats what im told
So I dont know if people are trying to comment but are failing
or if im being boring and noone is bothering....
It feels lonely here ...
Maybe its time to look for a new theme, because ive tried and failed at the commenting thing..
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
This song...
A friend passed me this song today and waching it made me cry… People just dont realise do they.
In loving memory of
Tyler Clementi, age 18.
Billy Lucas, age 15.
Harrison Chase Brown, age 15
Cody J. Barker, age 17
Seth Walsh, age 13
Billy Lucas, age 15.
Harrison Chase Brown, age 15
Cody J. Barker, age 17
Seth Walsh, age 13
All took their young lives because they were shamed for those they chose to kiss…
<3
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Ansiedad Social
Respira...
Te concentras en el aire que entra y llena tus pulmones, el que en un suspiro se escapa de tus labios, y aunque sientes como te sube el pecho lleno de oxigeno, aun asi notas como te falta el aire.
Te late el corazon un poco mas fuerte de lo normal y notas esa sensacion de panico al sentir que te ahogas.
Te paras.
Respiras.
Andas.
Te concentras en el sonido de tus pasos y le sonido ridmico te llena la mente y te calma un poco. El puño en tu pecho comienza a relajarse. El aire te llega.
No quieres hacerlo pero sabes que lo tienes que hacer.
Alzas la mirada y ves la multitud de gente andando, corriendo, gritatndo, hablando, moviendose por todos lados, llenando la calle. Se acercan, se alejan, rien demasiad alto, se tropiecan, se chocan entre ellos.
Los sonidos de la calle se alzan mas y mas y mas... Sientes como te llenan la cabeza. Las voces de desconocidos caen sobre ti como una avalancha. Te falta el aliento
El panico te llena.
Cada vez mas ruido, como una ola de sonido que solo va a mas.
Te retubman los oidos. Las palabras habladas parecen gritos en tus oidos.
Te duele tanto la cabeza
No queres ir por alli
Pero tienes que hacerlo.
Para llegar a casa tienes que pasar por este chaos.
Sabes que lo puedes hacer.
Lo haces todos los dias
Pero eso no evita la sensacion de panico que te paraliza, te llena, te agarra del cuello y te ahoga...
Paras
Cierras los ojos.
Respiras.
Y andas.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Hello
Ive tried to write but i dont know what to say in this post. Im tired and im not feeling 100% well, i miss people.
University is going well ,though mostly for now its just presentations xD havent had any actuall classes.
Im nervous, the teachers all seem more or less nice (some more than others xD) And my roomates are nice ^^ Helpfull when i need something, they're friendly but they keep to themselves mostly wich suits me fine
Theres not much more to say.
The apartment is very nice, theres quite a bit of room. My bedroom has mint green wald wich looks nice, and it has bookshelves for oll my fiction ^^ AND i have a double bed!
Haha
The only bad thing aboutit is this decoration thing wich is hanging on the wall and is impossible to remove lol
Its a nice place ^^
University is going well ,though mostly for now its just presentations xD havent had any actuall classes.
Im nervous, the teachers all seem more or less nice (some more than others xD) And my roomates are nice ^^ Helpfull when i need something, they're friendly but they keep to themselves mostly wich suits me fine
Theres not much more to say.
The apartment is very nice, theres quite a bit of room. My bedroom has mint green wald wich looks nice, and it has bookshelves for oll my fiction ^^ AND i have a double bed!
Haha
The only bad thing aboutit is this decoration thing wich is hanging on the wall and is impossible to remove lol
Its a nice place ^^
Sunday, September 25, 2011
25September
I moved in to my apartment yesterday.
Today I met one of my roomates
She seems nice
I miss my mam
Today I met one of my roomates
She seems nice
I miss my mam
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Hello People
Its been ages since I last posted here , I have quite alot of news ^^
so Im pretty much ready to move in I guess
My mams even made me a little First Aid kit just in case
Im nervous.
Later on I ave to go to my local University, as thats where i sat my exams, so that they can transfer the information to the Almeria University.
Im gonna have to go there and improvise and hope they understand what i want, cos really i have no idea what i have to ask for exactly xD
Hopefully ill see my best friend who is going there. Ill miss her, Ive in the same classroom as her for years, its gonna be wierd not having her there. >_<
On other news, Im seeing my Darling soon ^^, hes coming to see me in 9 days, and he will be staying with me at my flat I cant wait to see him again, Ive been missing him so much. Also hes been having a rough time, so i think it will do him good to have a short break.
Also , It is my birthday soon !
I will be 18 in two days time @_@
My Darling is getting me a better laptop ^^
Ive been told that people are not able to coment on my blog, I have noticed the lack of activity on my blog, but I didnt think it was because there was this kind of trouble. maybe its the layout or something, but I dont know how to fix it >_< wich makes me sad. . I miss your comments. I want to know how to fix it. . .
Sunday, September 4, 2011
To Brenda ^^
My very first follower ^^
Feliz cumpleaños !!
I hope your having an awesome, amazing day ^^
Happy birthday beautiful :)
Feliz cumpleaños !!
I hope your having an awesome, amazing day ^^
Happy birthday beautiful :)
Friday, September 2, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
Back
Ive been back for 6 days now
Leaving Norway felt like it was the hardest thing Ive ever done in my life....
It was like i was tearing myself appart...
Im glad I posted about Norway before... I couldnt face talking about it now...
Why does it have to hurt so badlly......
Leaving Norway felt like it was the hardest thing Ive ever done in my life....
It was like i was tearing myself appart...
Im glad I posted about Norway before... I couldnt face talking about it now...
Why does it have to hurt so badlly......
Friday, August 19, 2011
To my Sis...
I was just reading your Deviant Art page
Seriously you should keep writing sis
Your amazing
I relate to so many things that you write...
<3
Seriously you should keep writing sis
Your amazing
I relate to so many things that you write...
<3
Monday, August 8, 2011
Hello
I wonder if anyone still reads my blog
I never seem to get any comments any more, its kinda sad lol
let me know im not forgotten ^^
Haha am I lame ? xD
I never seem to get any comments any more, its kinda sad lol
let me know im not forgotten ^^
Haha am I lame ? xD
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