Hello People

Its been ages since I last posted here , I have quite alot of news ^^

I now have accomodation in Almeria ^^ a nice little flat im gonna be sharing with two other girls who I havent actually met yet but whatever, xD My mam has spent the last two days buying me stuff to take to my flat, I got new bedclothes, new towels, a washing basket, a trash can, I got countless diferent types of washing products, a LOT of food, new pillows, a new little mirror.. etc. 

so Im pretty much ready to move in I guess

My mams even made me a little First Aid kit just in case 

Im nervous.

Later on I ave to go to my local University, as thats where i sat my exams, so that they can transfer the information to the Almeria University. 

Im gonna have to go there and improvise and hope they understand what i want, cos really i have no idea what i have to ask for exactly xD 

Hopefully ill see my best friend who is going there. Ill miss her, Ive in the same classroom as her for years, its gonna be wierd not having her there. >_<

On other news, Im seeing my Darling soon ^^, hes coming to see me in 9 days, and he will be staying with me at my flat I cant wait to see him again, Ive been missing him so much. Also hes been having a rough time, so i think it will do him good to have a short break.

Also , It is my birthday soon ! 

I will be 18 in two days time @_@ 

My Darling is getting me a better laptop ^^ 

Ive been told that people are not able to coment on my blog, I have noticed the lack of activity on my blog, but I didnt think it was because there was this kind of trouble. maybe its the layout or something, but I dont know how to fix it >_< wich makes me sad. . I miss your comments. I want to know how to fix it. . . 

OMG ~

IM GOING TO NORWAY
ON SUNDAY
YAAAAAY

Sis if my grandma hears about this and starts freaking out i will hold you resposible for the info leaking.
 I still dont know if its safe to tell her or not cos she really dosnt want me to go lol shes scared for me..

but yea anyways

IM GOING TO NORWAY
at last :D

Im so happy ^^

Im going on July Sunday 3rd and ill be there till August Sunday 21st
I dont even know what to say im so happy


I made it!!!!

Step 2

Soorry for not posting for ages , Ive been going crazy with my "step 2" wich are the entrance exams for Uni...
Now, AT last I have finished the exams.
I THINK I passed
I hope
panic.
Breeeeeathe
ok
So now all im waiting for are the results on the 22nd... breeeeeathe,
I feel more stressed now than whe i was sitting the exams
Now all thats left is the 3rd and last step.
Actually getting in to a University
I have found some ones wich ask for a lower result in case i dont get enough to go to the one i want to so i hope thats covered. Im so excited ^^ When I get the results I will know for sure if i am able to go to Norway to see my Darling, we have made soo many plans for when i go there, wich is probably a bad idea cos its not 100% sure im gonna be able to go, but we have anyway. Weve even planned what seat ill sit in in his dads car when he coms to pick me up xD He wants to take me on a small cruise too @_@ Hes so sweet.

And today is his Birthday ! Hes 20 now, my mam keeps joking that hes to old for me now, that joke is actually getting anoying now though shes said it so many times >_>

And Id love to also welcome my new followers :D I hope you have a happy stay reading my Blog ^^ I havent had new folowers for so long so this was a nice surprise. I try to follow all my folowers too to see what interesting people read me @_@ but i have been unable to see Ashley Lunas blog, though maybe she dosnt have one or something. I think my mam dosnt keep a blog but she has an account so she can follow me >_> So yea Miss Ashley Luna if you do you could drop your blog address if you want ^^
Im feeling so happy and relaxed now
I wish i was with my boy ^^

Step One

IVE PASSED.
This is the first step to an amazing summer
I just got my school results and i have passed EVERYTHING.

Now for step two
Study like Crazy untill the Uni exams
on the 9th , 10th , and 13th of this month

Step three is to pass those exams and to get enough result to be accepted in Uni

And THEN Im off to Norway


MOUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA

I can do this!

Studies~

Exams are coming up. In a few months I have my entrance exam to University. It's five months away still but it feels like no time at all. I'm doing pretty well at high school, I mean I'm passing.. nothing outstanding though.
I'm worried... What if I can't do it? What if I'm not good enough ...
I don't know how the educational system works in other countries but here we take an exam on all the important subjects and then another exam with the branch subjects, adding the results of those exams and the overall result of the last two years of High school and then dividing it by 4 (for the 2 school years and 2 exams) and then that gives you you'r Selectividad result. And then you look at the diferent Unis to see wich one offers the course you want to take with the result you have gained.. The University I want to go to askes for a 7,75 for the teachers course for the age group 0-6 that i want to take wich is pretty high for spanish standards >_< And the exams are really dificult this year.. and aparently their giving up samples of the easy exams they have done for Selectividad... and if i can't get my grade up I'm not gonna make it...
But anyways... there are other University's.. maybie not as good as the one i want to get in to in this area but whatever, the important thing is that i get to study what i want, i refuse to be one of those people i see so often who take classes in courses they don't really want to do for lack of better result and then are stuck with a job they hate.. I've known forever that I want to be a teacher , Ive been looking after little kids for 6 years, going for voluntary work in the infants school and tutoring kids who either have problems with their english or whose parents know nothing of english so they need help.. That is what i want to work as.
So these are my options

Selectividad 
-Pass w/ enough grade
~ Universidad de Alicante.
                
-Pass w/ not enough grade 
~ Module (not tempting.. adds another 2 years to my Uni course) 
~ Look at other Unis in Spain 
~ Start my first year in a private uni and then pass into the U.A if my  grades are good enough 
~ Start my first year in a different course that asks for less grade but wich has the same root subjects and pass in to the one i want next year.
~ Go to another country (quite temping) 


So yea, writing all these options i have has made me feel a bit more positive about making it.
Mabie I really can do it.. I sure hope so.

Resolutions~

I'm gonna copy my sis's idea and write my resolutions here too.
Maybie that way i will keep them this time. . .

1~ I will join a gym with L and go regulaly.
2~ I will choose the healthy options
3~ I will Stay Away from McDonalds
4~ I will try my hardest in my exams
5~ I will do all of my homework
6~ I will pass all of my subjects
7~ I will pass Selectividad.
8~ I will get enough grade in Select. to get in to the Uni I want
9~ I will save up enough money to go to Norway
10~ I WILL go to Norway.

Tuesday and other exciting thoughts. . .

I caan't waaait.
I'm gonna see my Darling on Tuesday ... at last. I can't wait to feel his soft lips against mine again, to lose myself in his beautiful eyes. . . The moment I see him at the airport i'm gonna go up to him and hold him and feel him close to me at last. I miss him so much.

And Sis!!! Oh my gosh,  I realy hope you get in to the singing at the olympics choir thing, It would be so amaizing for you!! I am so happy for my Sis you have to tell me all about it as soon as you know if you got in. Text me if i'm not online! haha

Also shools out so soon just 3 more school days and im done! and I can spend a long winter break with my Darling not even thinking about school ^^ oh yea . .  except for the mound of homework they are sending me. . . whatever, I dont want to feel bad today. I am having one of my rare Positive Days, one of those days where you wake up from sleeping so well, and feel happy and everything seems right.
Unfortunately i cant remember the last time i had one of these days
But im gratefull while it lasts.

So, I think thats about it i dont have anything else remotely interesting to post about. . .

 Ephemera<3

I don't know what to call this post . . .

Ive been talking to my Darling, he made me feel so much better after the bad day ive been having >_< he always knows whats the right thing to say ^^ He was telling me all about the last song he recorded called "Kronisk Feber" wich he has uploaded to YouTube. Ive never really liked rap before but i like his voice so much, even though I don't know what hes rapping about because its in Norweigan. . . Lol He translated the song for me though and its really deep, he uses beautifull words that fit so perfectly, I love the way it sounds in his language. I think he sounds so good but maybie thats because I love him so much, who knows. My favourite part in the song is the first half, it flows ver nicely whereas the second half sounds kinda like hes repeating the same thing although maybie it sounds really good if you know Norweigan I dont know haha. 
My poor Darling is ill though, he has the flu . . . and hes so far away i cant look after him >_< I wish so badly i could take care of him. . . I feel helpless. 
Hopefully he'll get better soon though, these things dont tend to last long. . .  I know its silly but even though its the flu I still get so worried about him >_<  He means so much to me I hate to see him feel bad . . .
He will be with me soon though and he sais that that thought makes him feel kinda better and hes doing all the right things to get well soon . . . I can't wait to see him again , I miss him so much .
The day he arrives I start the winter holidays so there wont be a single day in wich im not with him ^^
I can't wait for the holidays to start, i am so sick of school and exams i have at least 2 or 3 exams per day these last few weeks and its driving me crazy , I hate the spanish education system >_>, Its so stressing...
I cant wait for it all to end!!
Anyways this is the end of my ranting . . . I must go to study for a Valencian exam I have tomorow (for those who don't know and are remotely interested , Valencian is the local dialect spoken here in Alicante as well as Castellano) I get distracted so easyily >_> 


<3Ephemera ~