Blog theme and comments.

Its anoying me, having this theme... I mean I love it, but its really anoying me that noone can comment on my posts...
At least thats what im told
So I dont know if people are trying to comment but are failing
or if im being boring and noone is bothering....
It feels lonely here ...
Maybe its time to look for a new theme, because ive tried and failed at the commenting thing..

This song...

Rise Against - Make it Stop (September Children)

A friend passed me this song today and waching it made me cry… People just dont realise do they. 

In loving memory of 

Tyler Clementi, age 18.
Billy Lucas, age 15.
Harrison Chase Brown, age 15
Cody J. Barker, age 17
Seth Walsh, age 13

All took their young lives because they were shamed for those they chose to kiss…

<3

Ansiedad Social

Respira...

Te concentras en el aire que entra y llena tus pulmones, el que en un suspiro se escapa de tus labios, y aunque sientes como te sube el pecho lleno de oxigeno, aun asi notas como te falta el aire.

Te late el corazon un poco mas fuerte de lo normal y notas esa sensacion de panico al sentir que te ahogas. 

Te paras. 

Respiras. 

Andas.

Te concentras en el sonido de tus pasos y le sonido ridmico te llena la mente y te calma un poco. El puño en tu pecho comienza a relajarse. El aire te llega. 

No quieres hacerlo pero sabes que lo tienes que hacer. 

Alzas la mirada y ves la multitud de gente andando, corriendo, gritatndo, hablando, moviendose por todos lados, llenando la calle. Se acercan, se alejan, rien demasiad alto, se tropiecan, se chocan entre ellos. 

Los sonidos de la calle se alzan mas y mas y mas... Sientes como te llenan la cabeza. Las voces de desconocidos caen sobre ti como una avalancha. Te falta el aliento

El panico te llena. 

Cada vez mas ruido, como una ola de sonido que solo va a mas. 

Te retubman los oidos. Las palabras habladas parecen gritos en tus oidos.

Te duele tanto la cabeza 

No queres ir por alli

Pero tienes que hacerlo. 

Para llegar a casa tienes que pasar por este chaos.

Sabes que lo puedes hacer. 

Lo haces todos los dias

Pero eso no evita la sensacion de panico que te paraliza, te llena, te agarra del cuello y te ahoga...

Paras

Cierras los ojos.

Respiras.

Y andas.

Hello

Ive tried to write but i dont know what to say in this post. Im tired and im not feeling 100% well, i miss people.
University is going well ,though mostly for now its just presentations xD havent had any actuall classes.
Im nervous, the teachers all seem more or less nice (some more than others xD) And my roomates are nice ^^ Helpfull when i need something, they're friendly but they keep to themselves mostly wich suits me fine
Theres not much more to say.
The apartment is very nice, theres quite a bit of room. My bedroom has mint green wald wich looks nice, and it has bookshelves for oll my fiction ^^ AND i have a double bed!
Haha
The only bad thing aboutit is this decoration thing wich is hanging on the wall and is impossible to remove lol
Its a nice place ^^

25September

I moved in to my apartment yesterday.
Today I met one of my roomates
She seems nice

I miss my mam

18!

Today is the firts day of my eighteenth year.

!!!!!!!

Happy birthday tooo meeeee (8)

Hello People

Its been ages since I last posted here , I have quite alot of news ^^

I now have accomodation in Almeria ^^ a nice little flat im gonna be sharing with two other girls who I havent actually met yet but whatever, xD My mam has spent the last two days buying me stuff to take to my flat, I got new bedclothes, new towels, a washing basket, a trash can, I got countless diferent types of washing products, a LOT of food, new pillows, a new little mirror.. etc. 

so Im pretty much ready to move in I guess

My mams even made me a little First Aid kit just in case 

Im nervous.

Later on I ave to go to my local University, as thats where i sat my exams, so that they can transfer the information to the Almeria University. 

Im gonna have to go there and improvise and hope they understand what i want, cos really i have no idea what i have to ask for exactly xD 

Hopefully ill see my best friend who is going there. Ill miss her, Ive in the same classroom as her for years, its gonna be wierd not having her there. >_<

On other news, Im seeing my Darling soon ^^, hes coming to see me in 9 days, and he will be staying with me at my flat I cant wait to see him again, Ive been missing him so much. Also hes been having a rough time, so i think it will do him good to have a short break.

Also , It is my birthday soon ! 

I will be 18 in two days time @_@ 

My Darling is getting me a better laptop ^^ 

Ive been told that people are not able to coment on my blog, I have noticed the lack of activity on my blog, but I didnt think it was because there was this kind of trouble. maybe its the layout or something, but I dont know how to fix it >_< wich makes me sad. . I miss your comments. I want to know how to fix it. . .