Right,

so Ive changed my template,
I hope I can receve comments now

Im quite happy with it , I like it like this ^^

So yea, if someone could try to comment on this post it would help me see if its all working, just say something random xD

Blog theme and comments.

Its anoying me, having this theme... I mean I love it, but its really anoying me that noone can comment on my posts...
At least thats what im told
So I dont know if people are trying to comment but are failing
or if im being boring and noone is bothering....
It feels lonely here ...
Maybe its time to look for a new theme, because ive tried and failed at the commenting thing..

This song...

Rise Against - Make it Stop (September Children)

A friend passed me this song today and waching it made me cry… People just dont realise do they. 

In loving memory of 

Tyler Clementi, age 18.
Billy Lucas, age 15.
Harrison Chase Brown, age 15
Cody J. Barker, age 17
Seth Walsh, age 13

All took their young lives because they were shamed for those they chose to kiss…

<3

Ansiedad Social

Respira...

Te concentras en el aire que entra y llena tus pulmones, el que en un suspiro se escapa de tus labios, y aunque sientes como te sube el pecho lleno de oxigeno, aun asi notas como te falta el aire.

Te late el corazon un poco mas fuerte de lo normal y notas esa sensacion de panico al sentir que te ahogas. 

Te paras. 

Respiras. 

Andas.

Te concentras en el sonido de tus pasos y le sonido ridmico te llena la mente y te calma un poco. El puño en tu pecho comienza a relajarse. El aire te llega. 

No quieres hacerlo pero sabes que lo tienes que hacer. 

Alzas la mirada y ves la multitud de gente andando, corriendo, gritatndo, hablando, moviendose por todos lados, llenando la calle. Se acercan, se alejan, rien demasiad alto, se tropiecan, se chocan entre ellos. 

Los sonidos de la calle se alzan mas y mas y mas... Sientes como te llenan la cabeza. Las voces de desconocidos caen sobre ti como una avalancha. Te falta el aliento

El panico te llena. 

Cada vez mas ruido, como una ola de sonido que solo va a mas. 

Te retubman los oidos. Las palabras habladas parecen gritos en tus oidos.

Te duele tanto la cabeza 

No queres ir por alli

Pero tienes que hacerlo. 

Para llegar a casa tienes que pasar por este chaos.

Sabes que lo puedes hacer. 

Lo haces todos los dias

Pero eso no evita la sensacion de panico que te paraliza, te llena, te agarra del cuello y te ahoga...

Paras

Cierras los ojos.

Respiras.

Y andas.

Hello

Ive tried to write but i dont know what to say in this post. Im tired and im not feeling 100% well, i miss people.
University is going well ,though mostly for now its just presentations xD havent had any actuall classes.
Im nervous, the teachers all seem more or less nice (some more than others xD) And my roomates are nice ^^ Helpfull when i need something, they're friendly but they keep to themselves mostly wich suits me fine
Theres not much more to say.
The apartment is very nice, theres quite a bit of room. My bedroom has mint green wald wich looks nice, and it has bookshelves for oll my fiction ^^ AND i have a double bed!
Haha
The only bad thing aboutit is this decoration thing wich is hanging on the wall and is impossible to remove lol
Its a nice place ^^

25September

I moved in to my apartment yesterday.
Today I met one of my roomates
She seems nice

I miss my mam

18!

Today is the firts day of my eighteenth year.

!!!!!!!

Happy birthday tooo meeeee (8)